I got $3000 in scholarships....which wasn't near enough ( Read more... )

I hate that I try to reinvent myself continually in order to find some kind of meaning to my existence ( Read more... )

I'm listening to my brother snore under the table like he's going to suffocate himself ( Read more... )

Is the title of a poem I wrote for class today. Haha. I'm starting to grow fond of my writing classes. Besides the reflections I have to write ( Read more... )

I've recently (as in last night) started the habit of looking up words I don't know the meaning of, or even if I don't know the exact meaning. I should have started doing this a long time ago.

de rigueur(adj.)Required by the current fashion or custom; socially obligatory.
Feasible -1.capable of being done, effected, or accomplished: a feasible plan. ( Read more... )

that's how I'd like it to be.

Sometimes I wish I would, because talking about things only helps to a point, and then it seems to deteriorate my purposes.

That's what he does.

And I bet he's a better man for it. (?)

Maybe not...

Still, I keep doing things that I don't admire...

I go back and forth so much...

Thank God that He's there.

Show me what my life is all about.

Today is Sam's birthday. I don't know if I would have remembered but he put it in my phone as the anniversary of the Boston Massacre. So, initial reactions to this morning = depression ( Read more... )

This whole thing has woken me up to the fact that I have the most beautiful friends in the world ( Read more... )

It's nice to be reminded that I had a life before. I still miss him, but you trade some things for others.

Enjoying where I am right now.

It's a great feeling that I hadn't experienced for a long time.

I am happy. Combined with feelings of sadness, mingled and contradicted by the fact that God is conducting this.

I am at peace.

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